Today is a hard day for me. I am depressed and trying very hard not to break down. I am going to see my Dr today because I have been sick all week. It [censored]. I'm very emotional, and with every day that passes I lose hope that we will be able to reconcile. I love him so much and would give anything to go back in time to fix all the times I hurt him or made him feel like he wasn't anything to me. I hate myself for being that kind of person because I know better. I love him so much....and I'm so fearful of having to go through life without him. The thought of that kills me. I really hope we can work through this.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
