W and I have not talked since I changed my cell #. She has sent a couple emails re the tax refund... I have not responded. I advised my attorney W is refusing to pay court ordered money and would like to deduct from refund, waiting for approval.

Currently my feelings for W are a balance between pitty and anger with feelings of love occasionally. Not communicating with her is tremendously healing. She has only had a couple short email contacts in last 2 weeks and only re tax refund.

Kids and I are doing well... Working on a veggie garden this year... They like it. Also been taking them to the library getting books... S5... Needs help in the reading dept. A daily task. All is well as it can be. Things will drastically improve when this court battle ends.


Me:39 W:31 M:8
D6,3,19mo S5
I filed D 07-2010