Okay, I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. There is no value in that. Here is the following I intend doing in the next week:

1. contact a lawyer to seek legal advice ... i think i should start LS proceedings
2. seek out a counselor to talk to ... i hope to get my head straight
3. check to see if i can transfer my courses to colleges in our old city
4. find out where our finances stand, by searching for documents, etc.
5. start spreading my wings, and give this town another chance: join a club, work out at a gym, and so forth
6. start clearing the house of junk to get it ready for selling
7. find a part-time job ... I think I'm still on the books at the university ... i asked them to hold my file until i was better, which I am, just slower now

My D18 just came home from uni, and asked me if i would like to hang out tonight ... isn't she just the sweetest person?


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim