Journaling: I am internalizing much of the stress from this sitch again. This is evidenced from vivid dreaming, loss of appetite, and an increase in moodiness over the last few days. This is not the first time I have experience a heightened degree of stress from a situation. Though not the degree of comradeship I used to rely upon in a stressful situation posting to this board and getting feedback helps. Thank You.
I need to force myself to eat better and PT more. A few months ago when we had a good snow base CC Skiing was a good way to PT and bleed stress. I need to see if my budget will permit purchase of a good pair of running shoes. In the mean time yard work will have to do.
W will travel to a baby shower this Saturday. I understand she will travel with one of the SILs and nieces. The niece is upset with this sitch and told me she is dreading 6 hrs in the car with W. She’s planning on driving most of it to give herself something else to concentrate upon.
I plan on attending a fund raising breakfast on Sunday. This is for the Venture Scouting crew the SILs are involved in. W and I would have normally attended together. If she attends I will try and treat her like one of the neighbors. I will attempt to act as if this sitch isn’t bothering me beyond the extra work involved to conclude it, friendly and happy to see family and friends. Wish me luck.
This was my FB post this morning:
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I finished 5th in the archery league last week and started a new one last night. Beat my average by a little bit. The new string is working out nicely. It took a little while to get the front sight adjusted. I had to shoot 30 extra arrows sighting in last night. My shoulder is sore.
Cerberus is back to half rations. The food is there. There is nothing physically wrong with him. He just isn’t interested in eating. He blocked the bedroom door again this morning until after I scratched his ears.
A pic went up with it. 200+ lbs of dog blocking the door frame.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
