Standing up to the punches

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Had a talk with lawyer yesterday. She was very nice. She basically told me that i was throwing away a lot in this settlement. I told her that my goal was to keep the peace and was hoping to get back my wife. I am pretty sure she hears that a lot

I guess at the end i figured i'll wait on the draft decree. If some of my wife's crazy requests are still in there, i'll try talking to her first to see if we can resolve it. If that does not work, I have asked the lawyer to represent me. It will get ugly, i have to draw the line somewhere.

I am regressing back a lot this week. Everyday in the morning it is the knot in the stomach feeling that a part of me is missing. I have this mixture of excitement and fear that after the divorce, if i try to court my wife back, will i be successful or will i fail...I guess i have try at-least.