Welcome to "the process"... the process of GALing, disconnecting, DBing, and figuring out that this is NOT a chess game... this is real life... and in real life, there's some tough challenges...
Aside from what you have been doing for you, what are your goals? Why are you here? What do you want? Some of those answers might appear obvious, but I and I'm sure others, would love to hear them...
And as Douglas Adam's liked to say... "Don't Panic!"
It just raises your anxiety and blood pressure and is generally not helpful.
