I just realized it has been 5 months to the day since my life as I knew it changed forever. I really can't believe it has been that long. It literally feels like a blur looking back on it. A few more days and it will be 3 months since my W moved out.

I am really wondering how much of this a person can take and remain sane. This has been such an emotional roller coaster. I know I have not detached properly, and that hasn't helped me at all. However, I am slightly better than I was in the beginning. Progress, however small, is still progress.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...