Hi Meganna - I went through that phase too. He was just gross. As he's been more caring and normal, that has faded. I don't feel the same way....when he was working out and looked fit he was much less attractive because I hated who he was. Now that he's focused on healthier things - moderation/kids/being responsible, but working out less, he's more attractive.
Faith is, at one and the same time, absolutely necessary and altogether impossible. --Stanislaw Lem
