So tonight on his way home he sent me a text asking for directions from where he was using back roads because traffic was so bad...I replied and he called me. I gave him a route and he complained about traffic.
Now I just got a text from him asking for more stuff for the L. I leave for 10 days for work tomorrow am and won't have time to pull anything before I go. I guess it'll just have to wait.
I pray for God to show me the right thing to do...the right path to take and for the strength to get through this with dignity and grace. So far I'm doing pretty well. Most people don't know what I'm going through. I'm reading the Journey from Abandonment to Healing. It's helped some but I got 1/3 of the way through and haven't gotten back to it. I'm really having trouble accepting this. Everyone says he seems so unhappy so why does he push on with the D? I know...this is his journey and I don't want him back broken...and I think he's too weak to end it with OW. That breaks my heart...
Whew...hopefully some CA sunshine will do me some good. I have work friends there and my brother's there too so I won't be totally alone.
I so appreciate all the advice given on these boards. It's really helped me to know I'm not alone and try to follow all the advice given.
