Being - that must be really hard and lonely...you don't really have a marriage partner, nor are you single....like living in a limbo. Hard to know what to do...the answers will have to come from within. Of course you are not happy in a relationship like that...who would be.
Would he go to marriage counseling is you asked him?
(((hugs)))
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO