Side Trip from Forward Motion

[BeingMe]

WCW, I wish I could get to this point in my life. I had it, but lost it. I am studying, so it's not as if I don't have a life, with passions in it. I just need to have more companionship.

I think I have to find a quieter place away to think, and write all the facts down, and see what comes up. My H doesn't hate me, or is mean ... he is just not there very often. Even on the phone, he talks for about five minutes and just about his work. On weekends, he gets entertained by the work people. So, he doesn't spend a lot of time thinking about me, or our M ... that I can see, anyway.

I think I'm going crazy.