Side Trip from Forward Motion

[BeingMe]

Mila and Punkin ... you inspire me. Thanks for your wise words of advice.

My H has control of the finances. He sends me money every two weeks, which I put into my own account. I have no credit beyond that, although we own our house jointly. Everything else is in his name. I doubt I could get a job now, but I am at uni studying and hope to find writing jobs when I complete my degree.

I know I need to move on. I had started detaching ... again ... last year, but something changed my mind. I felt a sadness in him, a depression which held me back. He is feeling bad about his mom, and other things. But, too much I have sacrificed for him. I am uncertain about what to do. My annual MRI is coming up, and I keep wondering if I'm not wasting time moving on to a new life when it may be very limited in time.

I used to be so independent ... what happened?