I wonder if I'll be like when I see the actual finish line.

I still get a little misty-eyed on certain things, but the tears don't fall anymore. That's progress.

I know deep down I still have that 1 percent hope that the D doesn't happen -- and this is even after the realization that I don't really like anything about STBXW.

Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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