I guess this is where I get so confused in this whole roller coaster.

If it were ONLY up to me, it wouldn't be. BUT it isn't up to me. Am I missing something here?

come on 2x4s...

m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE