All quiet on the Western front since last Email, but contact with H always put me into nights of no sleep and nightmares. HATE IT. Last night, I must have woken up 5 times.
I know it's all part of the process. My subconscious duking it out with my conscious sort of thing. Amazingly, after over a year, I still wake up sometimes and reach next to me to feel H. That is wrong on so many levels, I can't begin to ponder.
ME: 54 Him: 51 M: 20 years T: 21 years OW/New wife: 36 Sons & Daughters: 7 (ages 24-36) Bomb: March 4, 2010 He Filed: April 28, 2010 I Contested: May 1, 2010 Standing Down: 11/24/10 Divorced : 05/04/2011
