The good news is, after being in the dark for 2 weeks waiting to hear ANYTHING from the WAW, I finally sent her an email telling her I missed talking to my best friend and asking her how she was doing.
That was on 10 pm on friday april 8, 2011. She wrote the next morning and said to call her at 5 pm.
I called her at 5 pm on Saturday the 9th and we had a really great time talking. She told me that she loved me, that she missed me, that I was still her best friend, and that she wouldn't mind if I went on a trip to Peru with her and her friends that she is planning for October.
"Awesome" I thought. Things are really looking good.
Just one piece of information she happened to leave out...
She had already filed the divorce papers that Friday afternoon.
Whoops!
Game over.
Continue?
Yes? No?
Yes.
Our relationship is dead. Long live our relationship.
More to come...
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
