The year of not my problem

[AJM]

Update:
I know I have been struggling with the idea of me filing for divorce. Why? Because I was on some other threads and I think I haven't fully dealt with that question. I was talking to a friend today and it came up. My issue is that it is the principle of the matter that I do not want to file. But as we were talking, it occured to me that the principle of it really no longer matters. She has done what she has done. That is water under the bridge. She made her choices and mine are mine. Filing is not a defining moment and has no reflection on my integrity any longer. I see that differently than I previously did and it feels right to me whereas before waiting really didn't. It's like it clicked or something. Dunno.
As much as I would like to think I'm done with EVERYTHING, I realize that won't happen any time soon. There will be moments I'm sure....

But I'm totally cool with that. It is what it is and I'm happier than I have been in a very long time. I feel like singing, but is that too Mary Poppins? (j/k)
AJ