Here's another question that may be unanswerable....so many on this board profess to still love their WAS despite all the horrible things they do. I feel absolutely NO love for mine, he is a complete stranger and I despise him. I am horribly uncomfortable when I have to interact with him, whether it's via text, phone, or in person. He looks terrible, ugly, and like a shell. I cannot envision him as he was anymore. Earlier on I could envision us happy again someday, but not now. What does that mean? Is it a defense mechanism, or did I not really love him to begin with? Or something else? Am I the only one to feel this way?
Me- 35 H- 36 M- 7 T- 9 D3, D5 Bomb 1/21/11 EA/PA began 12/10? Discovered A 3/2/11 S- 3/3/11 OW gone- 4/27/11 H says he wants to reconcile, but lacking action
