The Roller Coaster Keeps on Rolling

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I quickly grazed through your latest update.

And I am confused. W spends time with me almost every day. She says that she enjoys talking to me and spending that time with me. That she fears losing me if she makes the wrong decision. That she loves me and always has... and that I feel like 'home' to her.

Wow this is confusing. With the above you'd think your wife might just wanna run and come back to you. I could be talking crazy here. My wife does not say any of this. In-fact she does not even want to talk to me about anything other than stupid D details. In spite of that I am trying not to lose hope. Denver, i think you are close to that proverbial hill in your sitch. Keep pushing yourself man. You will get there. Keep the faith.