Punkin, Sometimes we have to hit them right between the eyes w/reality. No 2x4's from me. They push and push until they have you up against the wall.
If he responds, print it off and file it away. Do not respond back. If he's like most of them, he may not respond back for a while.
You did what you had to do in order to survive.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.