here's a few goals and plans I have for the upcoming month or so
Weds: taking D2 to story-time at the library. I'm going to let my W know about it and tell her she is welcome to join us.
Sat-sun: I have my D2 this weekend and am meeting my brother and his family at a waterpark. I'm not going to invite my W, but since I will have my D2 out of town, overnight, I will tell her about it. I'm really excited about this one.
Good friday: my best friend is coming to visit. Gonna hit the town and have a few laughs
GOALS:
-Not to drink at all this week
-make it to the gym three times this week. Been slacking lately
-i feel I don't concentrate on my D2 enough when I have her. I will putmy phone in the other room and give her my full attention. Like MWD says "you can't relive their childhood."
-i would like my W to invite me to something with our D2
Just a short list. I think this may help me to get more focused on DBing again. I feel it is on my mind but I have been slipping lately.
Had a showing on my house yesterday. Haven't heard anything, so I guessing the people aren't interested. This winter I really didn't want the house to sell but now I am definentlty reaching the point were I just want to move on with my life. I feel like I have this black cloud looming over my head. I need to find out if this is what my W really wants or if she will decide that our family is worth saving. If not I want to get this over with and start rebuilding my life.
