Well guys, for the last 3-4 days, I have been soul-searching, down on my knees praying, asking God for some sign. I told God I would accept His Will, but could he show me somehow that this was the right path.
Yesterday, I believe I got it. The entire conversation was a giant manipulation on his part.Just using the current economic crisis to see if he could get his way. He must be terribly worried that court will not go his way. His final email to me was so full of hate I could barely read it. He signed it with only his last name, like I don't know it. Apparently I am at fault from everything from the depletion of the ozone to the declining population of bees. Not to mention current gas prices.
So, before I went to bed last night, unfortunately not to sleep, I sat on my front deck, listened to the night, and told God I get it. This has to go through. I bow before his wisdom, and accept his direction.
