Cautiously optimistic

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Thanks Country....I hope you enjoy your weekend also.

Tonight was a good night. I met a friend for dinner after work and had a good time chatting.
Afterwards I ran to Target to buy a new vacuum cleaner. Oh the joys of being an adult!
Came home and have been relaxing ever since.
I got my copy of DR in the mail today. When I first read it I had checked it out from the library and realized it was a book I was going to need to read over and over again.

When I start to feel down about my sitch, I think back to how I was when he first left 2 months ago.
I was a wreck...I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, it took all my energy to go to work every day.
I looked and felt like hell.

Now I get up, although some mornings are hard, I still get up and I still live my life.
I take time and effort into my appearance, and try to do things that I enjoy.

The biggest change I've noticed is the loss of anger. I used to be p!ssed off all the time and would walk around with this darkness in my heart.
Now that I am no longer angry, I feel so much better both emotionally and physically.

Wow...didn't mean to carry on like that....have a good weekend everyone.