so, right now I am feeling that my W is a fool for leaving me, our family, our home, and our life. Yeah, maybe it got a little boring and mundane, but that is life. you have to roll with it, work it, wrestle it, and just get through it...together.

I also feel that she is the one that is going to lose in the end. not me. I know what is important, and what it takes to keep it. Maybe too little, too late...IDK, But I know.

Our Kids were very excited to see me when I picked them up from school today. I told them that we were going to go to our house for a little while. They were both so excited. My SD said that she asked my MIL this morning if she could come over to my house tonight...That is awsome that she asked that. My SD said that she missed her home and hadn't been there in a while. I toldher she could start coming over more often, and she will. Tomorrow night they are both going to stay at our house, and I am going to set up the tent in the living room for them. They are very excited.

My W doesn't know what she is doing, and how it is affecting our kids. But I don't think it is up to me to tell her. It should be obvious, and she will eventually figure it out.

I feel pretty good tonight. I thought about how I am a really great person, not perfect by any means, but I am pretty great. If my W doesn't think so, again, that is her loss. I know I will come out of this with more than I had when I went in, whatever the outcome is.

NOW, I just have to remember this tomorrow morning when I wake up!!!


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...