YR, I understand how you feel. I promise you, it will get better in time. You have to walk through the valley of pain in order to get to the other side. Give yourself permission to feel the pain and then let it go.
We are here for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
