Ambivalence!

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Welcome to the newbie board. You will find lots of support here!

I am so sorry that you are going through this. It sounds like your H is behaving like a child.
He should have understood how erratic your work schedule would be.
No nurse gets hired to work M-F during the day when they finish school.

Good for you for DBing, and keep it up.
If you can, maybe get involved with a book club or some other kind of group that holds your interests.
It would be a good way for you to stay busy and also meet new people.

Keep posting....it seems like someone is always around.