had a little bump on Thursday morning, bu I think we got through it as best we could. Still working through it actually.

Today is the first day that we don't have an MC appt, that we would have normally had. I wonder if it was the right decision to stop that.

Well we at last know he's available.

Aside from the bump, things have really started to settle down. It's kinda hard to describe. The first month when we really turned a corner, I was very positive and just happy that there were small improvements every day. Now a lot of things have normalized and it feels strange.

I can feel a difference in how we relate though. Sometimes thought I start with the dumb questions to myself. I man I know how I feel when I look at her, I know I am very physically attracted to her, but does she feel that too when she looks at me?
Granted she says she loves me all the type and she's not the to just say that to fill silence. I know it's stupid and it can show a lack of confidence.

I guess this just is part of it.


Man I think about Bolt a lot and I hope he's doing okay. and XYZ's absence is really being felt. I hope it's for good reasons.

I found out a friend of mine I've known since grade school is currently separated from this wife.

Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.