Another New Day 2

[islander]

I know you are right 9. And I know that R talk isn't coming from her anytime soon, if at all. I need to just let it be, as Denver said. So hard to do, but once I realize I don't have any choice it should be easier. I need to realize it right now, today!!!

I went to my Ds play this morning. She was excited to see me, and waved to me alot in the begining, even though she told me yesterday I wasn't allowed to do that.

I need to work on being a better father to her. It is hard when her mother
doesn't even want me in her life. But she has no choice. I get my 4 days in a row every 14 days with her.

If you remember, my Ds mother is the reason we had so much stress in our M. After taking her to court so many times she finally learned her place and I have almost no contact with her other than an occasional pick up or drop off when it is necessary. Other than that I get my D from school on thursday and return her there on Monday.

Ironically, she stopped bothering us in October 2010 after I took her to court the last time, and the stress level immediately dropped and has continued to do so.
To bad my W had already started an EA/PA at this time.

I feel like if I would have had my court date with her 3 months earlier, my W and I would not be where we are at today vi know, I can't dwell on something I can't change, but it crosses my mind.