Cautiously optimistic

[~¤DG¤~]

Last night H came over for a little bit when he was done with work.

We had a nice time actually, talked a lot about nothing in particular, laughed, cuddled and watched TV.
We did have a little R talk (I know, I know) and I can't say for sure what is going on in his mind
I did get the feeling that it isn't a matter of "IF" he comes home, it's more like "When".
He is very adament that he does not want a D, so that gives me hope.

I do know, that my focus needs to be on me and GAL for myself.
It was pointed out to me yesterday that I am sitting around and waiting for him to make me feel better.

I don't want that. I want to make myself feel better.

I have my rubber band around my wrist, ready to snap when the negative thoughts pop into my mind.