DelinquentGurl, Thank- you for your prayers. I really do not feel like I am fighting to save this relationship anymore. H has left 4 times and I divorce busted and stood for him through each time. What love can one have left when your h leaves you right after you come home from burying your mother? I have heard the " I am not in love" speech over 50 times. Each time, I stood and he came running back saying how much he loves me and begging for another chance. H continues to contact and I asked him today " what is the point" My heart is raw from my mothers death and all I feel is pain and disgut in him for what he has done. I am an educated woman with an MA and he has always been threatened that I was the breadwinner. He asked me to consider staying in Az tonight instead of moving home. I think he just wants to have that option to come back, but I really do not want him back
