Being, at this stage there is nothing more I need to know about ow/A. It would only suck me down again. If H ever wants to purge himself I will listen to a point, but I listened to his stories of his R's prior to meeting me because he didn't want skeletons and it didn't do me any good to hear any of it.
Our R discussions happen in bits and pieces when life presents opportunities. H made some comment that triggered a response from me about the future and retirement and what our plans will be. We didn't finish the discussion at the time, but it's on the table when H is ready to come back to it.
The rest of life varies between high highs and some lows too. Balancing career, horses, family, it can be grueling keeping all the balls in the air and keeping it fun too. One of my horses won a very honorable award and someone told me how lucky I was to have a hobby that is also a business. While it is true, I wonder if they have any idea what it takes to live this fairy tale dream!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
