BM, I found that when I was restless and wanting to do something it worked best to do nothing.
You're H has made a few pleasant surprises in your favor, maybe just being still is something to think about.
Along with being still, how about some physical activity? Do you get a chance to get out and burn some energy?
I understand the cost of distance from the kids and grandkids. It's an emotional cost that can never be recovered. When might they be old enough to travel to visit you?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
