Well...I really don't know what is happening to me. I did some things to get my mind off my W. I signed up for Match.com, and had several people contact me. I just can't do that though. Her L emailed me the updated papers yesterday afternoon. He left one thing out and I told him to add it back and I will go sign it.

I am just ready for this to be over with. Is it normal to not care or is this just some defense mechanism I am doing to protect myself. I am clueless once again.


Me: 39
W: 44
SS 24
SD: 20
M: 13
T: 15
Bomb: 2/16/11
EA: 2/14/11
Papers Signed 4/13/11
Divorced 5/13/11