I’m extremely depressed and she acts as if everything is all wonderful she giggles and chats excessively (cell phone addict) is she a better actor or could there actually be ANY guilt for what actions she has taken OM in her head.
It may be likely that the infatuation for the OM is masking her guilt. It's there, but infatuation is a hormone high that overrides guilt and shame. And when there are moments she feels those bad feelings, she may seek more of the high to avoid.
