She handed me seperation agreement papers last night. She will be leaving in June moving to Texas. She did not tell me she was seeking legal advice and so it was a bombshell. I knew she was going to leave in June, but the way the seperation agreement reads, she is going to file for divorce. It just reads that way!
That being said, I am not signing anything until I get my own lawyer and get this [censored] the way I want it to read.
I am not going to fight over the kids, they want to stay with her and being their Mother, I understand that. Really and I do not hate her because of that. This has been going on for years and we always been off and on nice and mean to each other. In the long run it will be best for all 4 of us, it really will.
I just need time to adjust and move on. The relationship has been rough for both of us and we both need to be happy. Right now we are both happy when the other is not around. Simple and plain. So we are going to do what we need to do for the kids and they DO NOT NEED a dysfunctional love less home, it is a fact.
I love her but it is time for her to fix her life.
This sounds so mature and I want to keep begging but I know the above to be the truth. IN my head anyway, my heart is still bleeding.
