I think my motivation is pretty clear.

If my W goes anywhere with me, it is bc she wants to. Obviously, I can't make my W do anything she doesn't want to do, or I would not be here.

I think anytime my W chides to do something with me, that is a step in the right direction. And to be honest, there are not that many opportunities for me to ask my W to do something with me right now. Church is only once a week. The kids school functions are few and far between. I am just going to test the wagers and see what happens.

I know this. I am going down an unfamiliar LONG dark and winding road. I know that there will be no quick overnight fixes here.

Right now, my motivation is that my W seems open to the idea of doing something with me. Maybe she never will, but the door seems open.

My expectations are very low. Maybe if she goes to church with me, she will want to go again. That's all I got right now.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...