dbmod, No friends or family around me. All of my family is in Illinois. I will start attending grief counseling on Sunday and want to seek an individual counselor. My family wants me to come home and I am honestly considering it. I feel like I need to be away from my h and no longer have the desire to save us. He continues to try to be a part of my life by texting, calling, wanting to come over, and I am to drained to deal with him as well as hurt. I have made an appointment with the dr as I think I am depressed. Hoping to get meds. I just do not have the energy to do my job and life is just really bleak with so many decisions as well as pain.
