You're pursuing. NOT a good idea; NOT what works.

It will make you FEEL better in the short run, but -- by this stage -- you should be learning to operate on your THOUGHTS and PLANS, and not your FEELINGS, Islander.

You're too far into this to make such a rookie mistake. Please listen to TG.

Starsky

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BD 5/07; W's affair 5/07-8/07

At the end of every hard-earned day, people gotta find some reason to believe. (Bruce Springsteen)