Bolt,
I know, it feels like the hurt will never stop.
The most painful part is how it affects our kids.
But I have just learned a lesson on how letting my M make me fall apart has caused my D to lose her trust not only in one parent, but both. Now she feels she has no one to turn to. She has started self-cutting.

Take care of yourself, don't let anger rule you. Be strong for yourself and for your kids too.

Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go