I know I went agaist DB but I wanted to let H know that we still love him....following what I felt God was telling me to do. Cause I told H the door was no longer open for him and thought maybe he was pushing to finalize. The D because I was with someone or just didn't want him anymore.
Now I'm wondering if he is doing this because he sees no other way to fix all of the problems he has created by telling family and friends all of the lies about me and doesn't want to look like an a**. Sorry for going on and on but this is like when he first filed for D over 2 years ago....the pain and hurt.
Now he's even denying that he said he wanted to come home at the end of January. I've been praying this whole time and every time I thank God for a positive moment like yesterday I thanked God for H not pushing the D lately within a day or so whatever I thanked God for the bomb drops.
