Thanks Seeking. This has been one hell of a ride for the last eighteen months. I think things will improve but it will take a lot of work on both our parts. There were times I wanted to just give up but my feelings inside would not allow that to happen. I am very much in love with my wife. I never stopped loving her. I did things that I know now made her react the way she did. I know how to improve and will never make these mistakes again. I have known my wife for more than half my life. She is my best friend and will always be a part of me. Will continus to update. God Bless. Bobby O
