Everything you said makes perfect sense, and thank you for saying it. I know a D is just a piece of paper. It's only as important as the importance we attach to it. It's everything to do with choice. And devotion.
I had a long talk with God last night both on my knees and not, with tears streaming down my face ( hasn't happened in a long time) I feel much better this morning. Not that there may not be a few more of those events between now and May 4th.
I know what I have to do. I know how to do it. But first, I have to let go and let God. That's always been a toughie for me; letting go.
I want so much to go through this next few weeks with calmness. To be prepared mentally and physically for what's about to happen. But I am faking the calm. To my family and friends.
Just have to keep praying.
Have a great hump day guys.
ME: 54 Him: 51 M: 20 years T: 21 years OW/New wife: 36 Sons & Daughters: 7 (ages 24-36) Bomb: March 4, 2010 He Filed: April 28, 2010 I Contested: May 1, 2010 Standing Down: 11/24/10 Divorced : 05/04/2011
