How is your grandson doing? You've had a busy couple of days. I'm right there with you...catching the fish and then releasing them is the way to go. I hate cleaning them.
I hope today finds life a little bit quieter for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.