Help..I dont want a divorce

[StaciG]

Well yesterday was a good and bad day. I finally gave in and txt'd my H at around noon. We had bad storms and high winds and just a random txt to make sure he had made it thru the weather. He replied and thought ok, this was good. Then after about 3 txt he quickly turned the conversation on how he went to see an attorney and how much it would cost and just on and on. I said wow, this isnt want I wanted to hear or talk about. he said this was what he wanted and he knew i was going to fight him on it. I said he hasnt even been moved out a month and i didnt understand why he wanted to be over and done with it so quickly. made me thing something else might have been going on, which he assured me nothing like that. So yesterday the conversation was just getting worse until he ended up going to work and having to turn his phone off. I was devistated once again. Then at about 3:45 I get a phone call on my cell while at work from a number I didnt know. I didnt answer and then had a message from his work. I listened to the VM and it was him. He said this is your husband, I want you to know that I love you and there is no denying my love for you and I'm so sorry for acting like a jerk and really want to work on us. He said he couldnt stay at work and he was leaving early. He would call me at around 7pm and please he hoped I answered the phone. I just immediatly broke down and was crying. This is what I had prayed about and had so bad wanted to hear him say those words to me. He ended up coming over last night and we talked and then we were fine. We both know what we can have and are so much in love we were both just being stupid. He said who cares if he seen an attorney, if anything he said that made him see this was something that he DIDNT want. I am just so stund that at lunch all he could talk about was Divorce, so what changed his mind within a few hours??? I did just say everything to him i had to say because at that point what really did i have to loose. I know i probably broke all the rules but i didnt want to regret not saying something that i should had. maybe something i said registered with him. I am so thankful and am looking forward to my husband moving back home soon.