The Lies and Deception Killing Me

[abbey1989]

A new day. School tonight. Finalized D17's college housing/meal plans yesterday. It really hit me hard that she is leaving in just a few short months.

I played hooky yesterday and it felt good. H asked me if I wanted to get coffee....went to S'bucks. Then came home and watched a movie for my class. Before H left for work, he set up the movie for me, got me a blanket and pillow, even made me a little breakfast snack. He was being super nice and attentive. Why? not sure. He acted a bit funny when he came home Sunday afternoon and was chewing gum. Maybe he had gone for drinks/lunch with OW before our guests arrived later in the day? Not sure. I think he could sense that I was irritated with him being gone so long when HE suggested that we have company over (folks we haven't socialized with in at least 5 years...) and also, he didn't answer his phone and then he said he went up to one of the jobsites to retrieve a tool for our backyard project that he ended up NOT bringing home. Am I an idiot? Probably! Struggling to take the high road.

So maybe that is what all of the niceness was yesterday. He even came home early from work and we cooked together. That was really nice.

Song for the Day: "I Shall Believe" Sheryl Crow