I have admit PEI, I am very impressed that you found that! I really appreciate you participating in my sitch and I know you are giving me some really good advice, so thank you.

I am not going to try to justify my actions. They are wrong, I know that. All I can do is work to make better choices in the future.

You're right that I need to stop focusing on the A. It isn't helping a thing at this point. It's funny, you would think things would just continue to get easier, but instead I find myself in a worse spot than I was a month ago. Maybe I just let my guard down.

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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.