Well....I'm just not sure lately, you know? Like we're in a holding pattern. I pushed H like db coach said, saying I might move back and I'd like his thoughts.
For example, H showed up this morning by 8:30. Started some laundry, playing with kids, we went to IHOP as a family (I offered to treat, since I had said if he wasn't coming, that is where the kids and I were headed - he was offended a little and said he would pay). Then we took kids to park, ran them around trails and playground for a bit. Then we stopped in town for baked goods, went home, and I left for a bit to go to the gym. Came back, cleaned up, and rested a bit - he asked if I wanted to watch SNL. I watched a little, then left again (kids were sleeping while I was gone)to run errands. He left around 4. Just kind of status quo'ing. My mom comes tomorrow, H says he'll still come Thurs - he was going to try to avoid her, but I said I'd like to take her out to dinner.
Our son's little surgery is Weds. We'll see if that causes anything to click.
Faith is, at one and the same time, absolutely necessary and altogether impossible. --Stanislaw Lem
