This feels so wrong. I know the LRT and DR works, but it just feels so counterproductive. But instead I am quiet, and don't really talk to her unless she starts it or unless I have to. Even then I keep it short (and she is very obviously doing the same). I suppose if I try to engage conversation, once again she will have the power. Really I am at the point that I am waiting for her to start any kind of talking, I am tired of being the one always wanting. I could be having lunch with her, hanging out, and having normal discussions at home (not about relationship or future, just talking). I know she would be and is receptive to casual talk, but now after this week, it feels like the trail has just gone cold, like if I keep this up much longer then we couldn't get back to that point. Like we wouldn't know how to pick back up and have fun casual conversations.
