I feel like I have fallen off the wagon and it has left me far behind.
I am not detached at all any more, going dark...well you guessed it.
W tm me tonight about how her dad was treating her mom. I should have just ignored her, but I let myself get baited into a convo.
W said me spending time with her dad is making it hard for her to have a R with her parents. Her dad would be the same regardless if I spent time with him or not (we are neighbors and have always spent time together). Her dad says that this is the second M his D has walked out on, and he is not going to stand by and let her do this again, to somebody else if we don't get back together. Her Mom doesn't agree either, but they are not seeing eye to eye on dealing with it.
She said she wanted me to talk to her dad about the way he treats her mom, bit I told her I wouldnt, that it would make things worse.
Then we briefly got into a convo about us., but it did nit go anywhere. I called her, but she did not answer. I was tired of tm. She was probably with OM. Idk.
She acts like everything should be ok, and is upset bc it is not. She brings all of these people together, gets them to love and accept each other, then walks away...two times. But everything should be ok. No consequences.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...