Seek, just stopping by to say you are doing wonderfully. Do whatever works best for you. Just be sure to make your decisions based on that so that you dont cut your nose to spite your face, ya know?
My guess is that it's a combination of a few things with your h. A ilttle guilt, not liking the lack of control and some MLC thrown in for good measure. LOL!
You just keep being the wonderful SA are you! Him, who cares?
